I wish I could say he was just a character in a show who no longer wanted to be apart of the cast. Maybe then I wouldn’t have just bowled my eyes out the last hour. But this is real. This really happened. And I still can’t believe it. He was always my favorite glee member. From day one. I can’t get over it. I remember the day he died. I thought it was media made up crap. But watching this episode makes it come to life. This episode hits home with me so much words can’t even describe.